11:00 PM | Tuesday, November 21, 2006
damn,why is it just so hard.
rahh,just had a bad day.went tution,scolded by teacher because of late.then get scolded because of linear and quadratic equations.okay,i gotta admit,i am bad in this.i hate it man.i really feeling like spilling my tears out.damn,that feeling really make someone feel very bad,i don't know.after that,met junfei,sirbest and nic at yishun.went long john eat.then went back yishun mrt to meet esther and met sharlyn at bus interchange.headed to safra.went to play pool.the two gurls went to some restaurant to eat.then wanted to play bowling,but need to wait so sirbest decided not to play.went to look for the gurls.they had their meals real slow.so went to sit down at the safra entrance there to wait for them.waited like half an hour.around there.then went to near interchange there and eat dessert.after eating,went sirbest house.that where my headache came.pain.till when leaving then the pain kinda subside.but stil got those kind of side effect.guess thats lack of sleep.headed northpoint,took money from mum to eat dinner with rest.then went burger king.met mum after that.then dad send us home.just didn't have the best of days.get scolded.headache.now i want a blade but yet tough to get one.i really hate it when i have no money to get one and ask my mum for like such a huge sum of money.rahh!hais.i just hate it when i need to get a huge sum of money from my mum.i was just thinking why didn't i save money.and why didn't i study hard and get the 300 bucks of free money from the government.then i have lots of money to spend.like buy a stick,crumpler,knee pad,everything i wanted.what if thats the case,isn't that good.hais,i just hate it.tomorrow will not be a good day i guess.i believe it will not be one.anbody wanna bet with me? i suddenly think of you while i was walking.
i don't know why,that moment.
your face really saddens me.
especially thinking that you are leaving next week,i am just can't believe time past so fast.
why do everything have to past so fast?holidays past so fast.its like almost my whole holidays is a bad one.can't be like everyday happy?where i can have fun?even have fun studying?just have fun,but why must life be so demanding.i really don't like it.i just wanna have a life that is fun,easy,relax,happy one.isn't that good?maybe sometimes,it will be bad,but most of the time good?hais.this isn't life.i don't know why,my life is a fucked up one.just bad.i hate my ownself.no place that far,